I should be at work saving people from the possibility of overdraft charges at this moment. Instead, I’m at home in my bathrobe, heavily medicated and ready to rip my throat out. I guess I traded one bad thing for another. I’m thinking I’m going to spend the better part of today finding another job – right from my computer I mean. I wouldn’t dare go oustide feeling like I do. I called in sick this morning but I almost didn’t want to since this would be my second sick day. When I got hired they said something about only having three sick days or only using three sick days a year or something like that. I’m sure I’m gonna get some kind of verbal warning or something when I get back to work tomorrow, which I will do no matter how I’m feeling.